I really need someone completely new to speak to who doesn’t know about my past

I’ll never forget the way you make me feel

last night me and my boyfriend were together and we started kissing to Fix You by Coldplay, it was so cute

have you ever looked at yourself and wondered what the fuck went wrong? then you realise everything, every mistake, all the wrong choices, I mean yeah, you totally learnt from all these experience but there are things to this day you still haven’t confronted and really want to, but at the same time you don’t because it could potentially ruin everything at the same time.

it tears me apart to think that in two weeks I may never see your face again, I don’t know if I can live with that